The Cycle – Love Short Story

Excerpt: Love Short Story : I ran out to discover the object of my curiosity. Around twenty steps away was a girl, sitting with her hair on her back. (Reads: 345)


This short story is participating in Write Story from Picture India 2012 – Short Story Writing Competition

The Cycle - Love Short Story

Code: WSPI-2012-01
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As she came running into my open portico, the open air chamber where I visit my clients, Prerna, my assistant asked her to sit in front of the three legged Kirlian Camera. On being asked for the purpose of a photograph, Prerna explained her that a Kirlian camera is used to capture images of one’s aura and know the light and dark elements in a person’s aura and how each image gives an idea to the Interpreter of how problems of the self can be solved.

She opened her raincoat as she looked towards the drizzling sky and let her wet hair loose. She then sat down under the plastic shade that prevented her from drenching further. The camera did its job and a Purple image came out. Prerna asked her to wait for a while and came inside the room where I lay my cards. She handed me the photograph and went out straight away. I took up the photograph in my hands and as I saw through the images, I saw a lucid reflection, a déjà vu—She played the violin. Her delicate fingers spun symphonies of love from those fortunate strings that she plucked; music poured out, like rain, and the garlands of lavender caressing her hair that fell about on her deep cleavage, put even the Medusa to shame.

I ran out to discover the object of my curiosity. Around twenty steps away was a girl, sitting with her hair on her back. She wore a spaghetti top that didn’t cover her back. Her fairness was like that of a Snow Queen from the rear view. She sat there peacefully without caring her hair that was now dropping down the rain that was trapped inside her jet black locks. I ran back to my room and took out a towel from my wardrobe and with hurried steps approached her. As I came in front of her she smiled crafted with an unknown sadness. I forwarded my hand with the towel to wipe the drops off her face—the glowing face of delight that I had seen perhaps a thousand times… each one seemed to trap a rainbow within. The rain had drenched her. She smiled and took the towel from my hands. Our fingers touched and left the purple of the lavender into mine. I pretended to touch my nose in an attempt to scratch while taking in the scent in that little of my finger. My breath carried the sense of her lavender in surges like the tides, of notes, from her many symphonies. They rested in my consciousness, and in less than an instant, I knew, she was my Soul-Mate.

Five years had passed since then; I was now a practicing Tarot-Reader and specialized in past life regressions. I had taken this up, giving up medicine, for the sole reason of fulfilling life’s personal purpose… to know why I existed and for whom? The question was not about dying alone, but knowing the end of the waiting. Maybe the time had come.

I invited her to follow me into another corner of the Portico where I did my job.

“How can I help you Miss…?” I asked her and gestured her to sit on the couch facing mine across the table. A spread of purple silk covered a pyramid. Purple is always so soothing, I thought, as I smelled more of her, scratching my nose.

“I am Geetika. I have come to you for a past-life regression therapy. My friend, Drishti told me that you are the best in the town.”

I smiled, and asked her to carry on.

“I don’t know how to put It.” she expressed absurdly, her voice quivered as she did so. I could see her eyes glint like diamonds… the tears reflecting her anguish, within it, small rainbows.

“Put it whichever way you like, and take your time.” I held her a glass of water on my right. Our fingers touched, only this time the coldness of it pierced my skin like a thousand knives—pain.

She took a sip, and another.

“I get these dreams of dying alone……” She thought of carrying on but stopped abruptly.

“Everyone does.” I clarified.

“I know …” she took another sip, “but everyone experiences Love at least once in their lives, requited or unrequited, but they do. I want to know if I’ll ever meet the love of my life or will I die without ever meeting Him?”

I could have told her that very moment that I am the one sitting in front of her—the love of her life; but had learnt, Lovers never meet or separate, they are always in each other, beyond the shackles of space and time, since eternity and beyond. I chose to keep quiet.

“Please relax and close your eyes”

“Thank You”, she nodded in anticipation of what would come next and lied down on the couch, closing her eyes gently as one does before death.

I began scanning her soul.

An hour later, I could see her soul, delving deep into her various lives… where time became simultaneous with her many lives flowing in and out of it and falling into one another, of taking shapes, feelings and senses, like some distant dream long forgotten and now remembered lucidly. Her life was once a fragrant lavender breeze, wafting through the meadows travelling through fields dispersing her heady spirit, she became the moon in one of them — once crescent and in yet another, full; it was her music that she sang in one of her lives, as the Bird of Paradise, calling out to her lover. And then slowly what seemed like stooping below the earth to vanish, her life transformed into a Rose Bush, nearby a Hyacinth pool where every now and then, the rain would splatter mud, flooding the pool over where water would pour down the grooves like small tributaries and quench the thirst of the rose shrub. She kept waiting even then, for her Lover to come and kiss her tender petals, but then closing, in vain every night, never realizing that within her, were parts of his love, always helping her to grow and nurture, — the Hyacinth. They shared love molecules. They shared love and life together. Only the Hyacinth knew it and she didn’t… never knowing, she died a painful death… the Hyacinth just kept looking and sacrificed himself to the flood, the night later.

Before taking another breath she was now another life….. “a Whore” praying in a nearby church, not for the sake of asking God to help identify her soul-mate… at least not in the various men she met… but to know whether Father Sigmund, would ever see her with same the eyes, she perceived Him to be—her soul-mate. Never did she realize that he loved her as much as she did, but he was shackled by religion and its roots. He was a drifter in his tender age, and after having contemplated on his sins, chose a life which he thought would perhaps protect him from his past.

Today she was in the confession box, admitting her intended suicide. She knew that on the other end, was Father Sigmund, and so was the Drifter.

That evening, as she was preparing her death…. The Drifter arrived unannounced. In her nakedness, she was ravenous, and she was waiting,

“Alas, the wait ends” Quaffing the fragrance of His sweat, pulsing quasars of lust. His hair was dishevelled. She let out a mocking laughter as she slurred – “ecstasio en dolor”…Spit mixed with the pleasure of an unfinished poisoned mojito.

“Pretend that you love me”, a horrific scream escaped her breath.

He came closer and unhindered, unabridged, he unbuttoned… and made the macramé out of her untangled deranged desires… alas, he was going to make love to her.

But her fate as well as the poison had decided to act faster. She had chosen her euthanasia. And before he could ignite the fire of his love in her, it ended, with her soul oozing out in fragments, droplets and particles, dispersing into one lugubrious route – The Anathema of her Karma.

She could feel the particles of her life entangled by an invisible umbilical cord…dissolving back into the Singularity, the universe she arose from…


Next moment, the exodus of a countless realities collided inside her head and exploded in a supernova.

She opened her eyes in shock.

I smiled, mocking my skittish temperament—A single radiance exonerating—

“It’s your fate; you’ll have to face it.”

“But Why?” she cried, tears streaming down, fear dribbling all over the Persian carpet. The chandelier above shimmered with esoteric delight—as if, it too contained life within itself as she seemed to carry a death wish, always with her.

I explained it to her with equal pain, remembering my own lives as the Hyacinth and Father Sigmund that it is a cycle no one can break. She would meet her soul-mate in every life, just like everyone does, she would fall in love too, but never realizing it consciously, always ignorant, like the water lily unaware of its own beauty.

It was an unbreakable cycle, fate had spun it and she couldn’t help but wait for the mercy of it.


She got up from her chair and handed me the fees, without a single more question.

I refused… and kissed her hands in turn.

“Thank you”, I smelled in her, one last time.

I was not allowed to break the cycle either, until it chose to un-do itself. I too was a prisoner of time and fate.

She looked into my eyes, which was now wet like hers. I wished that she would sense my love for her, which I had preserved, in every life, in every death.

The meaning of my existence became clear to me, as well as the personal purpose of my life. I could embrace death peacefully now, after suffering a long spell of terminal leukaemia.

She kept looking at me, as if promising silently to see me again, in another life, in another world. She asked to leave and departed, with a final glance never knowing about her Love, in this life too… never realizing the answer to her Question anymore… which was none other than Me.


About the Author

Pabitra Deka

I'm a freelance writer, shuffling between writing what the world wants and what the fond heart desires. I basically write romantic stories which always seem to have either a moment of magic or melancholy.

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  1. Mihir Choudhary says

    oh god, what a story,simply wow……..ur thoughts r just amazing……gaurav u rock man…keep on writing like this..all the best fr the competition…by the way u r my winner…

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