Whenever i tried something new,
To encourage me, i found only few
Neither anyone gave a pat
Nor anyone said ” your work made me flat”
Still my inner voice,One which said me my choice,
Believed in me, but now i lost my trust in me
A day came when i failed again,I lost with no gain
not knowing what to do, i cried in vain
I now became a puppet
That showcased me as a culprit
Running in my dreams in darkness
I slowly got myself to sickness
With dreams vanished, my smile perished
I entered a zone of failure, which made me insecure.
Every night just cried, with a false smile i lied
Living became terrible, people seemed horrible
I just woke to live, but not to give
Happiness seemed a distant vision
I was caught in an unknown prison
The bars of it got me enclosed
Like an egg in a shell i was closed
Slowly i forgot my life
I wanted to kill myself with a knife
Like an old leaf falls, I wanted to shed away,
Even with life, my shine was gone away,
But still my conscience believed in me
How i don’t know but it blessed me
One morning i just woke
With tears in my eyes soak
What I didn’t do was “tears”
I held them up with false “cheers”
I wept like someone near was dead
My eyes turned out red
Then i could hear only one voice
Yes the one that said me choice
Wake up and make up
Its time to shake up
Get rid of all the mud
Only then you will shine like a stud
From no where these lines echoed
My heart pounded as this word roared
After a long slumber my eyes lit
They were now ready to hit
Leaving my past failures behind,
I just started to bind
I bought my real wish true
That told me ” see this is you”
Then my spirit lifted
I just felt blessed and gifted
To live life doesn’t mean satisfying others
It means to fly your true self with feathers
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