A candle is lighted by your name
The eyes were closed slowly..both the palms joined together and head was banded down
only one Prayer is memorized by shivering lips from the heart….
Everyday…
“God please give him all my happiness …till I survive”
Those Rainy days….Those Dreamy nights….
I still feel the heartbeats that were so high when I saw you every time.
I found a old cute collection of paper plain,tissue and plastic cake cutting knifes..
that u have used somehow and I have kept it with mine..
A picture of your that I have stolen from your bag..
A lovely pink dress is still in the wardrobe for that i got your naughty smile…
I Remember each and every word when you talked with me….
Along with A two pair of shinning eyes that follows me every mile…
I always hide my tears from others,when I think of you
so that nobody can see you in my eyes…
I never say your name from my lips…
I fear people found my deepest love for you in my voice
I remember my hands doesn’t stop the clap when you got your greatest price…
And people laughed on me because i have done this several times.
That romantic songs, that half written poems…
that i wrote and tore for several times….
I sill kept all the old Diaries with me that have your name written
your name…my name…side by side…
Years passed away….Now you are gone from my life…
happy with someone else….
I want to Pray to God for me and only me…not for you……
closed the eyes slowly…joined the palm together…bend the head down..
some tears rolled around the cheeks from the eyes and the shivering lips whispered
“God please give him all my happiness …till I survive”
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