Today I am all alone in my room.
Just wondering about my life,
In the past it was like a carefree fly.
Not knowing what will happen next,
It was just a fascinating journey with a guide.
Those were the days when i could laugh like wilds , solved problems with a sigh, could cry like a baby and someone was there for me already.
She taught me about the phases of life,
We shared the laughs together, we shared the tears together and lived without fears altogether.
Not knowing where life would go?
Would it give a halt or just carry on?
Days passed by, months passed by and finally a year was celebrated with her,
And she looked like a bear,
And said it’s nothing to fear,
Because it’s a “Happy New Year”!
As feared life gave a halt,
And had faults in carrying on.
Things went wrong,
Days were spend wondering, nights were spend crying and my heart was dying.
But, then we were drew apart.
For the last time I went to meet her,
We shared a good time together and promised to stay in touch.
Thereafter, I was back in my room in a happy mood.
But, again all went rude.
She was the world to me, but at this point was a burden on me.
She just left in a hurry and made me worry.
Yes, she had broken my trust,
And my heart was crushed,
I couldn’t utter a word and just listened to the outside world.
Not because she had broken my trust,
But because of my shattered love.
Days went by and I missed her like anything,
Because she was my everything.
Now, I am still in my house,
In my room like a mouse.
Writing to her, wondering if she would ever read this,
Not aware of the fact ,that this is my wish.
Yes, there are many questions to ask,
That in the past whether it was you or just a mask.
I know it would make her sad, and then it would be bad.
But then, she is my life,
And I can’t live without her for a while.
But now, I have decided to go back in the past and make my life vast with a journey towards blast.
Blasts of joy, happiness,rides,talks,walks and anything that comes across.
Now, I’ll just tell her,
That I’ll never let you go now,
Because you are still my life and will always be,
Like the shade of a tree.
Only you have the right to kill me,
And only you have the right to live in me,
Because now, my world comprises of only ” YOU AND ME”.