I had Always wanted you to be mine,
Had dreamt of times when we would be together,
And things would still be fine.
Now I remember ,
In this cold December
That you had moved on,
And that I have always stayed behind
Seeing you now,
Seeing someone else
I wonder whether you were ever there
With me,
With those thoughts,
Where I have always remained.
I had Always wanted you to be mine,
Had dreamt of times when we would be together,
And things would still be fine.
I can’t blame you,
Neither can I ask you
Of what we were
Of what we are,
What you thought of me,
And what was your point of view.
Are you the same person
That once I knew
Or have you turned into
Someone completely new?
Selfishly I desire,
For you to once know me,
To know what I felt
To know who I was.
I had Always wanted you to be mine,
Had dreamt of times when we would be together,
And things would still be fine.
You were in a hurry,
You had things to do.
I was a slow walker,
Like the one who enjoys the view.
To you I was not right,
With you I would always fight
So many years later
You still are unknown of my plight.
I had Always wanted you to be mine,
Had dreamt of times when we would be together,
And things would still be fine.
“You go ahead”, that was all I could say,
With hands behind my back,
I moved a step away,
Hoping that in that moment
You will choose the right way
Since that gloomy day
Hiding alone I would always pray,
For you to not go,
For you to once know
To know what I felt
To know who I was.
To know about the pain,
And to know its cause,
To know that my life,
Is still in a pause.
I had Always wanted you to be mine,
Had dreamt of times when we would be together,
And things would still be fine.