I smile at my life
When I look back
and see myself.
I smile for
our every touching moments.
I smile for my every tears for you.
I smile at how stubborn I was.
I smile at every smile of yours,
which allowed my heart and soul to smile.
Sometimes, I smile and cry for that happiness
Just now I smiling
Because suddenly I realized-
I am alone.
I smile at the changes and the challenges which life has brought
I smile at the part of mine who wants an answer
I smile even more, when I feel I don’t want to know you.
I smiled once again with a thought – I still want to keep holding on to you,
I smiled even better when at the same time I want to let you go.
Once and for a long I cried for you, without a smile-
I died and I am still dying with a smile.
I smile with the thought-
Neither you understood it then, nor you are understanding it now.
I smiled just for a second as I will never be able to understand you now.
I smile for the wishes, I still make for you.
I smile for the thought, where sometimes,
I take you as my biggest enemy, than being a lover.
I keep smiling on my hatred towards you-
which says, I changed because of you.
I am not the same as I was, just because of you.
Then I smiled little gently, all I tried to change was,
because I loved you.
And for that-
You took my life,
you took my love,
You took my faith,
you took my words,
Now you have taken away every reason for my smile
Still I need to smile-
As life will always smiles back to me,
only if I will smile for it.