You calm me down as if like the blazing sun renounces and hide behind the lofty green meadows every evening. And as the rippling reflection of the sun from the lake gradually perishes and the tranquilizing breeze catches its flow, the gentle caressing by your tender, little puffy palm makes my eyelashes to bow down. The long fluffy strand of your hair grazes over my face sporadically with the fluttering wind like a brush of a painter moving over a canvas. I dive into a slumber being oblivion of the relentless call of the earthly affairs. Away from the commotion, away from the excruciating agony of life, I find myself at bliss in the feathery cradle of your arms.
My Ishu
For what I am doing today, you may not forgive me for forever….
But I do not want to see you in more pain.
Since the past six months we have spend the best time of us being together. I must confess to you dear that I have not seen such a selfless girl like you.
Every time you stood by my side like a wall.
Whenever I felt low, your warm hug was the abode for me.
You taught me how to live in the moment, to face every hurdle with a smile.
You have never let my smile to vanish away from my face. But I could feel the pang of separation that was haunting you.
See what a moron I am. I am already having limited time. I am wasting and worsening it more. So laughing time now 😊
Dear can you remember when you came to my home for the first time to surprise me in the New Year? And I was moving my face left and right not allowing you to kiss on my lips. But you were constantly kissing on my both the cheeks and laughing. What a fool I was!!!
Can you remember how you were praying to god when we were getting into the elevator of our college? So that no one else should come into it. And the moment the door closed, you jumped and hugged me tightly. That was the first time we had a lip lock… 😊😊
Who can forget when we had that😊? It was fun sexy lady!
Every single moment of my life I have spend with you will be imprinted in the imperishable memory of mine.
You are a colorful butterfly. I need an endless life to play with every shades of your dear…
Yours fool forever
Rishi 😊
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The sun has return to its abode behind the meadows; the gleaming reflection from the lake has disappeared. The soothing breeze started to gain its momentum. I called him up thrice by now. But there was no response. My heart was pounding hastily, legs were quivering, and palms became numb. I ran back hard. My eyes were blurred with tears. I somehow typed the password to log in to Rishi’s mail. A new item was saved in the drafts. The subject read “my angel”.
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Pari banake humesha palkon me bitha ke rakhthe the
Kabhi pyaar me itni bhi kami nahi hone diye
Tumhari gusse ki geharaiyo me bhi beshumar pyaar chupa rehtha tha
Ki dariya bhi kam parjaye tumhari dil ko usme samha ne ke liye
Kabhi sochi nahi thi tumhare liye meri pyaar khuda ko manjoor nahi hai….
……Ishu
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