I never did imagine my life could be any more than a grey colour after the hurtful separation. But it was once again glowing with all the colures of a rainbow.
A week back, my life was like everyone else’s. I sat reading and enjoying the solitude, a less interfered circle of silence. Today I am sitting in place that looks like a magic land, with someone I could do anything.
I had imagined a zillions of ways of being with my Advaith, and most of them he had heard and smiled at, I wanted to believe he would eventually love me the way I loved, and it turned out he loves me more than I can understand.
It was a fairy tale moment of my life.The rain busted out along with the lightening. I spread my arms to hug the rain fallen on me. He took me in arms rising me in the air.
Advaith had not dismissed our love, I better say my love. He never said that. He just said he could not either avoid that moment. He was not bad after all. And I would still love him even if he never could love me.
I was so surprised that I did not know how to react. Did he really mean to kiss or was his ego was hurt. I did not know. I could just stare without even remembering to blink my eyes.
His voice was unimaginably very close, like a whisper in my years. A mild shiver passed through my body. It was not imagination. It was real. I turned suddenly, his look still on me and expressionless.
I don’t want, I want to go to hostel I wanted to say but couldn’t. How can I deny the offer of being with him even if it’s a matter of five minutes? I don’t know how I loved him.
He must already know the answer. Why a girl do keeps admiring you? Is he a dumb to not to know? Why does he have to make me more ashamed? Why am I dying in shame… god save me…
He looked at me like I am crazy and then gave a wide smile followed by soft laugh. Oh! That smile… so adorable. Am I supposed to feel so? May be its all the effect of enormous reading from romantic novels.